What are your biggest challenges?

It mostly starts with a question—whether I will be able to do it right now.
No… maybe I am not skillful enough. Maybe one day I will do it. And then the everlasting curse of procrastination follows.
When you doubt, you procrastinate. You seek validation. Fear of failure takes over, and you get stuck in a feedback loop. This is the trait of a fixed mindset—either you are something or you are nothing; there is no scope for learning. It is either inbuilt, or you are nothing.
I just want to get out of this. I know growth comes with failure. Growth comes with doing now. Learning comes only from the process. But it is very difficult to come out of a mess you have lived in for so many years.
So here I am again, at it, in this new year. Maybe this year I will break this shell and come out victorious—overcoming procrastination and doubt.